Archive for August, 2009
24 Aug
平静
23 Aug
失落
从昨夜和室友到附近的公园烧烤回来后,就被莫名的失落感冲昏了头,感觉像是迷失了方向。
很多的事情等着我去完成但此刻却不知该做什么。
头脑像罢工似的,完全不能process任何东西,眼神一直在放空。
脑里不断环绕着“可不可以让欢笑声持续??”
想着再过一个星期就要和一帮熟悉的马来西亚人分开到一个全新的地方开始一个全新的生活。
这次没有相熟的同学一起去,没有学校的安排,没有人在那一头接待,visa 住宿 同屋 全没有一个肯定。
未来的生活是怎样全是个未知数,刚熟悉了一个环境又要离开到另一个新环境,如此不断的漂流着,忽然累了。
宝贝,你一定又会说是我自己找来的吧.. 是我自己选择来到这么远.. 是我自己找苦来受,, 对吧?
妈说四个孩子中,我是最为独立,最为坚强的一个,就连幼稚园都自己搭校车去上课 不像姐哥 还要妈坐在身边陪上课。
现在的我好想大声地说:我可不可以不要坚强??
6 Aug
没点
看着一个以雨为主题的MV, MV中的雨打在落地窗的情节似曾相识.
抬头望向窗外 原来那情节正在上演着
看着窗外的雨打在窗上 听着窗外的雨声滴答滴答的下着 感受着夜里的凉风
心,
空荡荡的…
没有任何的想法…
星雨“”情
3 Aug
FootPrints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belongs to him and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, you’d walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed You most You would leave me.
The Lord replied: my precious, precious child, I promised that I would never leave you during trial and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints, it was because i carried you.
P.S: those who are overweighted.. keep fit pls.. =p