Archive for August, 2009

平静

“从未试过像以利亚一样,单人匹马对抗四百五十个异教先知。
   从未祈求火从天降,也没勇气呼风唤雨。
   从未曾一口气走一天的路,也未曾遭人追杀。
   可是,我曾精皮力尽,像以利亚一样呼喊:神啊,够了!
   神给以利亚的“烧尽良方”:他睡了,他吃了,他平静下来了
   让以利亚回复平静安稳,重新得力。” 摘自[姐妹灵修]
 
今天英国的天空灰了一整天,下了几轮的小雨,看不见那给人希望的太阳。
靠着窗,凉风阵阵的吹着,我的心却是出奇的平静,没有任何的低落。
或许如神所说的:"你们得力在于平静和信靠" (赛 30:15)
 
来日方长,该重新戴上坚强继续往前走。 吕翠菁,加油!!
 

 

失落

从昨夜和室友到附近的公园烧烤回来后,就被莫名的失落感冲昏了头,感觉像是迷失了方向。
很多的事情等着我去完成但此刻却不知该做什么。
头脑像罢工似的,完全不能process任何东西,眼神一直在放空。
脑里不断环绕着“可不可以让欢笑声持续??”
想着再过一个星期就要和一帮熟悉的马来西亚人分开到一个全新的地方开始一个全新的生活。
这次没有相熟的同学一起去,没有学校的安排,没有人在那一头接待,visa 住宿 同屋 全没有一个肯定。
未来的生活是怎样全是个未知数,刚熟悉了一个环境又要离开到另一个新环境,如此不断的漂流着,忽然累了。
宝贝,你一定又会说是我自己找来的吧.. 是我自己选择来到这么远.. 是我自己找苦来受,, 对吧?
 
妈说四个孩子中,我是最为独立,最为坚强的一个,就连幼稚园都自己搭校车去上课 不像姐哥 还要妈坐在身边陪上课。
现在的我好想大声地说:我可不可以不要坚强??
 
 

乱乱写

 倚窗 闻虫鸣
 眼望 他乡月
 
 相思 寄红豆
 红豆 寄相思
 草青 为红留
 
 大海 虽辽阔
 独钟 江边鸟
 
天上佳音难耳闻
地上知音难得有
惟有天地知我心
 
 
星雨有情Red rose

没点

看着一个以雨为主题的MV, MV中的雨打在落地窗的情节似曾相识.
抬头望向窗外 原来那情节正在上演着
看着窗外的雨打在窗上 听着窗外的雨声滴答滴答的下着 感受着夜里的凉风
心,
 
 
 
 
 
 
空荡荡的…
没有任何的想法…
 
Red rose星雨“”情Wilted rose

FootPrints

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belongs to him and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
 
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, you’d walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed You most You would leave me.
 
The Lord replied: my precious, precious child, I promised that I would never leave you during trial and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints, it was because i carried you.
 
P.S: those who are overweighted.. keep fit pls.. =p